Nothing is ironic anymore

Just as I was sitting here, enjoying a few moments of silence, I got an intrusive phone call from a person that truly makes my blood boil.

This person will never, EVER be out of my life, so I am TRYING (see, I really never use this word--it always leaves room for failure), to establish a relationship of love, trust, and respect. But, the only problem is that this person has a serious disease that is preventing those things.

I HATE BEING LIED TO. I DO NOT LIE TO YOU, SO WHY LIE TO ME???

Instead of getting heated on the phone, I respectfully hung up and then did a few readings from my Al-Anon and CoDA books.

One in particular that really stood out to me was about the ability to have trust and faith. Those things are generally the same thing. In this case, and in all cases, I am putting my faith into my Higher Power, a.k.a. God. He has already written the master plan, he already knows what I am put on this Earth to do, and ultimately, I am just a puppet in this life. I am okay with this statement for one reason: He does not put me through anything that I cannot handle. He does not  not take care of me. He does not leave me, EVER.

It was funny, tho, because I was reading about how to let go of a situation that I had no control over, and then I got that phone call........ NOTHING IS IRONIC IN THIS PROGRAM!!!!

Anyways....I shall digress.

 

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<3 Amelia