Sometimes I think, why is this happening to me?
Sometimes I question what a specific person is doing in my life.
Then I stop and realize, GOD knows the meaning, HE makes things happen, and HE puts the people in my life that need to be there.
My whole life has been filled with small, medium, and large miracles.
These miracles have come in the form of being at the right place at the right time, making the right decision, and meeting the right people.
It has all happened because that was part of the plan, yet we as humans don't realize this. We think things are coincidences. We think that fate has brought these things into our lives, when in reality, the story has already been written.
I know this for a fact, because once I gave up trying to understand things and actually LOOKED and LISTENED to the things happening around me, I was blinded by the light of truth. The information washed over my conscious (and unconscious, as many things have started revealing themselves to me in my dreams), and now, more than ever before, if I ask for an answer, I GET THE ANSWER I NEED.
Like someone said in a meeting this week, "It may not be the Santa Clause answer I am WANTING, but it is the answer that my life NEEDS."
If you pray, think or just TALK to your higher power, he hears you. He actually hears you when you are feeling the farthest from Him. He is never TOO far away.
Today, as I was driving to my nannying job, I saw this billboard from a church. The quote for today was,
"The problem ahead is never greater than the power from behind."
How insightful is that?!!?? I mean, wow. I needed that today. I needed to be reminded that, even though times are PRESENTLY more difficult to see the bigger picture right now, the times ahead will soon be clear enough. The understanding of WHY we are going through whatever we go through will soon be known.
Give it all time. Time heals. Have patience and give your Higher Power time to allow things to develop as HE sees fit.
And always remember...
"THY WILL, NOT MY WILL, BE DONE"
