After this semester, I can officially take the MCAT, apply to Medical School, and get on with my next adventure in life.
Boy, reading that last statement, "take the MCAT, apply to Medical School, and get on with my next adventure," is like reading a weird script. What if I fail? Well, that is always something that could happen, but what if I don't. I want to do this, so I am praying that I succeed. And if for some reason I don't, I will pray for understanding, and I will have faith that this wasn't meant for me. Either way, I won't have any regrets about time, money, or determination spent on this quest. It is a quest for knowledge, power, and the right to treat and heal people. It's worth some energy, if not A LOT!!
Today was a day for firsts. I held someone close to me, for the first time in a long time, and I didn't have that icky feeling in my stomach. I made peace with another person, and I think doing that made me realize something: I want my family, and a person who doesn't want their family is certainly giving up a lot. I want it to work, and I am going to work on it. That is resolution, right there. I am proud of the decision I made, and I am proud that I could be open and honest. It is so strange that I am so terrible at reading strangers, but once I get spiritually attached to another person's soul, I can tell what they mean without even hearing a single word.
This post is a bit random, I know, but I wanted to keep my goal of posting once a day. This is going to become quite the go to blog, for me. It's almost like my personal diary, but I keep it PG. No one needs to know all the crazy thoughts that roam free in my head. :P
Thanks for reading, even if it is just to be nosy and wonder...I am like that, too.
I am not perfect. I am human. I have a heart, a soul, and a mind. I am glad that I take care of all three.
Blessings...
<3 Amelia
