The moment when you are so angry you could break something is a moment that I have been working So hard at to avoid, or rather, prevent. I go to Al-Anon meetings all of the time,and the readings often reinforce that you cannot control a person, place or thing, only your own self. I am still, every day, trying to work out this phenomenon, and even though I have accepted step 1, I still feel that I can manipulate and control people with how I respond to them.
In today's reading for 9/26/12, it states that, "Smugness is the very worst sin of all. It is difficult for a shaft of light to pierce the armor of self righteousness." Well, once the armor is removed, and light can shine through, one can see the path they are destined to take, and the actions they should carry out.
I have done my part today, and I have removed the armor, and atleast admitted I was wrong. I am working on loving myself and letting go of the worry, fear, anger and resentment I feel in this moment.
One Day At A Time.
For now, I shall Let Go and Let God.
<3 Amelia
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